Plugged in my earpiece , lights off, total darkness. Songs playing with a press of button.
Hollow. Embrace and enhance with the back to back sentimental songs in my lists. The emptiness I felt , once in a blue moon brings me rocking back and forth into those nights I had forgotten that makes me felt this way, yet remembering every single details how it occurred.
I'm abit of a self abusing kind, I enjoy the hollowness in me. Enjoy the wrenching feel that once torn me severely that I hardly recognize myself.
Turning sideway, a smirk escaped from my face. Realizing the reason I enjoy the hollowness of the past, is because it reflects how much warmth you had projected on me in the present.
Hmm... How long had I never blogged this way?? =)
By pat
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