Monday, January 24, 2011

Randomly & spontaneously organized a bbq party for no reason.
Thanks to Kit and Nic to for helping out.
Reliable at anytime anywhere

Surprisingly the fire was set up before I got there.

It's been such a loong time since we held a bbq party.
Used to bbq nearly once a week after my SPM.
Crazy days lol.

The sexy sausages.

Not so sexy pat

After the bbq we went to Marcus' hideout to booze and games.
Played for the whole night long.
Exhausted but FUN.

and thanks alot for the surprise...

shud be <3 instead of c3

Thanks alot for the belated bday cake and surprise.

pat the great

Saturday, January 22, 2011


And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who i am

-Iris by Goo goo dolls

Friday, January 21, 2011

The Butterfly Effect

What are the difference between a Monarch and Viceroy butterfly?

Monarch Butterfly

Viceroy Butterfly

A Monarch is poisonous, poisonous enough that their predators would not feed on them.

While a Viceroy is not poison at all yet it mimics the Monarch color patterns so that their predators will mistake them as a Monarch and would take it as a warning and leave them alone.

Just like a Viceroy,
we humans,
skilled at deception to defend ourselves,
to let the others think it's in their best interests to stay away.

inspired by Lie To Me S3E4

pat the great

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Twenty First

Celebrated my 21st last week.
Was a last minute decision.

Long story short.
Gonna just post some photos and sum up about that day.

Celebrated at Monkey bar.

The Attendant

Mr. Aik Tatt

Mr. Zhen & Mr. WengKit

Mr. Jon & Mr. Jiqin

Mr. Noi

Miss Marcus

Miss Hannah


Mr Hun

Mr. Jiqin

The Two Late Comers.
Mr ChengYih and Mr Kee Wah.

And The Passed By.

Miss Joan

Miss Hazel.

And then the surprise.

Did not expect to have a birthday cake.
Thanks alot Kit & Rachel

Love the candles.

Happy pat.

Wishing for things that can only be hope for.

And the other surprise...
Macarons as my bday cake.
60 of them!
Thanks alot Mr B & Miss Hannah.
Nearly shred to tears hahaha.


And the rest of the night was jus booze and drink and shots and drunk and go high.

And this is the result...

The drop drunk diva.

Thanks to all those who wished me and celebrated with me.
Thanks for making my 21st a real special one.
And thanks for all the presents.
Pat will not let u down and will continue rock and conquer the world.

pat the great

Thursday, January 13, 2011


Maybe it's just not my type of game.
Maybe it has always been a one-sided memory.
Maybe it's just my fantasy,
that seeing good in everyone,
makes the world a better place.

Maybe it will be shut down.
Maybe I'll just take it out and throw it away.
Maybe it will never see the daylight.
Maybe I'm tired.
Maybe it's just my destiny.
Maybe I lived in a fucking lie all the while.

Maybe it's enough.
Maybe I don't care anymore.

But maybe it's just maybe.


Tuesday, January 4, 2011


The charm which bargain with the appearance of yours.
It's significant yet fatal.

You care about yourself less than everything else in the world.
You charm speak the world to you,
But you can't get yourself out of the world.

You're wise with your thoughts,
You apply the theory to yr life,
the minions of yours which can never be independent,
relies on yr presence.

Just like the wisest person,
you listen to yr thoughts,
and ignore the beating of yr heart.

You hide your true colors,
so you can be strong to others.
You sacrifice yr love,
so you can give more to your world.

Still every time when the lighting strikes,
You ignite the light,
and creeping in the corner,
the shadow of yours,
crying for you.

How long will this be?
Paralyzed yourself,
deferring the reality,
Keep on running,
running and running,
saying its okay.
shutting the system down.
so you can be numb.

you have the heart of gold,
everyone wants to hold it,
you surround it with thorns.
The golden heart,
is too fragile to be touch,

You force yourself to let go,
for the fear of the hazy road in front,
but you'll never know,
you were always the light,
that shines through,
even under the brightest sun.

So who will be the one waiting,
at the far end of the road?
standing there,
facing behind you,
just waiting,
for yr tap on his shoulder,
and with the cheeky smile of his,
he turned,
and said:"Everything will be okay."

So why did you give up?


Sunday, January 2, 2011

X'mas in KL

I know its late.
Its already new year.
Yet here am i updating my Xmas post.

Went to KL to celebrate my Xmas since most of my friends are studying there.
Stayed at their hostel.

Misunderstanding + misinterpreting lead us to have steamboat on our Christmas.

in the lift with all the ingredients

Outside our hostel.

After setting up everything..

and of course it wont be Xmas without..


part of the peeps.

The girls and pat.

During play time.

I'm not sure what time did they hang around until because I was so exhausted I fall asleep lol.

The 2nd day I went to KL Tarc to attend their classes with them.
Took photos with them at their canteen.

miss Carelyn, pat & mr Ping

The reunite of ex assignment group members

The following days were just shopping from mall to mall and to mall and more malls.

supper at Steven's corner.

Movie & Chatime at Pavilion.
pat & miss Ying

My last day in KL,
We went to Fullhouse for dinner.


Mr. Gary and mr Tjing.
Mr. Gary is a my new funny friend which u wish to punch him when he talks.

And them again.

My Chicken chop.
Too small portion and the food was just okay.

Ying's drink.
forgotten what tis is.

Part of the interior.

After dinner we..
Fooling around with their items.


And also special thank to these Two.
Thanks for always being there for me whenever I needed u guys.
Thanks for tolerating me.
Thank you for everything.
Thank you for being such a good friend.
Pat won't be pat without you guys.

Goodbye KL
See you when I see you.

pat not that great yet.

Hope that It can warm your heart when you feel lonely.
Merry Christmas Zippo.