Wednesday, December 29, 2010

f*ckin' perfect

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Made a wrong turn, once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated
Look, I'm still around

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me!

You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it!
Filled with so much hatred...such a tired game
It's enough! I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same

Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing

You're f*ckin' perfect to me

The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
They dont like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time
Why do we do that? Why do I do that?

Why do I do that..?

Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby..!
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me
You're perfect, you're perfect!
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me...

you're fucking perfect to me.

Sunday, December 26, 2010


Good Morning

X'mas celebrated in KL

Better late than never

Merry Christmas EVERYONE.

Will update about how I celebrated my Christmas eve asap,

with my homies.



Monday, December 20, 2010

Silent Night

It wasn't short,
yet it hasn't been awhile.

We chose the most comfortable way,
to defer,
to hide,
to wait,
to run.

Dun judge,
on how a person chose to solve their solutions.
It may be abusive,
It may be heart wrenching,
It may be fatal,
But it may be the only way,
to comfort their soul.

The way a person handle their emotions,
may be similar but always different from every other individuals.

To respect,
To still believe,
To hold on to those words they said to you.

You flinch,
You fled,
You fear,
You fuck yourself up,

You wait.
and then...

You love again.


And you know I'm still waiting,
Just as I promised,
that i will never leave,
until u asked me to,
even though it doesn't seems that way.

Monday, December 13, 2010

Soul Kitchen

Super delayed post.

Went to Soul Kitchen to try out their food 2 weeks ago.
Located at Muntri Street.
I think should be on the 4th of Dec.
Han actually recommended me the place but I did not get to go with him when he came back because I had to work ,
but he came back with a 3 stars review on it.

Went there during dinner time.

Their Menu.

I ordered their Penne Cabonara.

One of the best I had.
Did I mention the owner is a caucasian?
He's the chef too if im not mistaken.
I think thats why the food is so yummy.

Oh ya the waiter is a caucasian juga.
He will sit with you while taking yr order.

Introducing ...
Mr. JS Cheng

He ordered their
Chicken al Limone.
The portion was too small for either of us..

So we ordered another Chicken Ham pizza
Not bad but the crust shud be thicker and more cheesy.

Lastly I had Tiramisu for dessert.

Reminds me of Sitigun's Tiramisu.

And his dessert...

Overall the food is great,the atmosphere is superb too..
The price is reasonable as well..
Surely worth to dine in for more.


Friday, December 3, 2010

I need a Doctor

Have to just share it with u guys.

This song had been staying in my mind since the first time I heard it.
Thanks to mr. WengKit for sending this song to me.

Nothing ever goes wrong with Eminem + Dr. Dre
And the lyrics as always,
not like the other rappers who only knew to rap abt sex,drug and cash.
Eminem raps abt life.


*click click to DL*

Im about to lose my mind
You’ve been gone for so long
I’m running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life

I told the World one day I would pay it back
Say it on tape, and lay it, record it
So that one day I could play it back
But I don’t even know if I would leave it when I’m saying that
Ya’ll start to creep in, everyday its so grey and black
Hope I just need a ray of that
Cause no one see’s my vision when I play it for em
They just say its wack
Thye don’t know what dope is
And I don’t know if I was awake or asleep
When I wrote this,
All I know is you came to me when I was at my lowest
You picked me up, breeding life in me
I owe my life to you
Before the life of me, I dont see why you dont see like I do
But it just dawned on me you lost a son
See this light in you, it’s dark. let me turn on the lights and brigthen me and lighten you
I dont think you realise what you mean to me
Not the slightest clue
Cause me and you were like a crew
I was like your sidekick
You gon either wanna fight me when I get off this f-cking mic
Or you gon hug me
But I’m not an option, theres nothing else I can do cause…

Im about to lose my mind
You’ve been gone for so long
I’m running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life

It hurts when I see you struggle
You come to me with ideas
You say there pieces so I’m puzzled
Cause the shit I hear is crazy
But your either getting lazy or you don’t believe in you no more
Seems like your own opinions, not one you can form
Cant make a decision keep questioning yourself
Second guessing and its almost like your begging for my help
Like I’m your leader
Your susposed to be my f-cking mentor
I can endure no more,
I demand you remember who you are
It was YOU, who believed in me
[ From : ]

When everyone was telling you dont sign me
Everyone at the f-cking label, lets tell the truth
You risked your career for me
I know it as well as you
Nobody wanted to f-ck with the white boy
Thats why I’m crying in this booth
You saved my life, now maybe its my time to save yours
But I can never repay you what you did for me is way more
But I aint giving up faith and you aint giving up on me
Get up Dre, I’m dying I need you, for f-cks sake

Im about to lose my mind
You’ve been gone for so long
I’m running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life
Bring me back to life
Bring me back to life

(I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life)

[Dr Dre]
It literally feels like a lifetime ago
But I still remember the shit like it was yesterday though
You walked in, yellow jump suit
Whole room, cracked jokes
Once you got inside the booth, told you, like smoke
Went through friends, some of them I put on
But they just left, they said was riding to a death
But where the f-ck are they now
Now that I need them I dont see none of them
All I see is Slim
F-ck all you fair-weather friends
All I need is him
F-cking backstabbers
When the chips were down you just laughed at us
Now you bout to feel the wrath of aftermath, faggots
You gon see us in our lab jackets and ask us where the f-ck we been?
You can kiss my indecisive ass crack maggots and the crackers ass
Little crack a jack beat making wack math,
Backwards producers, Im back bastards
One more CD and then I’m packing up my bags and as I’m leaving again
I’ll guarantee they scream Dre don’t leave us like that man cause…

Im about to lose my mind
You’ve been gone for so long
I’m running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life
Bring me back to life
Bring me back to life

Monday, November 29, 2010

Social Network

Been a very exhausting week for me.
Have to work everyday even after class cause my lovely colleague had Varicella (chicken pox), so I have to substitute in his place to work.

Yet I still find time to have fun even it makes me super duper wear out the next day.
I'm just too damn playful.

Chirstmas very very sooon..
Guess everyone is planning how to celebrate and party on that day.
I'm still deciding how to celebrate mine.
Sales everywhere btw.

Watched the Social Network aka the facebook movie two days ago.

The movie had been release months ago at other countries actually.
The review was positive so I decided to watch it.

The plot is compact and super duper drama.
By far one of the best movie I watched this year.
The story of the youngest billionaire in the world.
Nerds Rules the world.

Thanks to Jason for flying this back for me.
Been such a looong time since I get new thingy for myself.

As quoted by Wengkit : " You 夜夜笙歌 envy nia."


Saturday, November 20, 2010


The recent pat.

Watched Harry Potter 7 on Wednesday night.
Surprisingly this one did not disappoint me like all the previous did.
Maybe cause its more in detail since they separate it into 2 parts.
But those who did not read the book may find it boring.
Am looking forward for part 2 and the last one for this movie franchise.

Big Thanks to Mr Jonathan.
Who gave me this as an early Christmas Present.
You make me feel the Christmas spirit.

Choc Chip,Green Apple and Mango flavor.
Addicted d~
cham.. and im having sore throat and running nose now.

oh well,
price to pay for yummy stuff.
worth it.
Life is as simple as that to reach satisfaction.

oh b4 I end this post.

New thingy had arrived.


by pat the great

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Down By the Water

Sorry for the lack of updates my loyal subjects.
Been busily occupied by work and my study,
also hunting for good food,had found a few new places,
waiting for mr.Han to come back and we will go food hunt together!
and of course not to forget to party hard.

Currently blogging from my work place.
Yea total freedom here.

Was watching Gossip Girl yesterday when I was working.
And I heard this song from one of the episode.
Totally love it.


Its called Down By The Water By
The Drums

and the music video is artistically weird?


If you fall asleep down by the water

baby i’ll carry you all the way home
everybody gotta love someone

but i just wanna love you dear

everybody gotta feel something

i just wanna feel you my dear

i know its hard i know its hard
i know its hard to be in this position

if they stop loving you i wont stop loving you

if they stop needing you i’ll still need you my dear

If you fall asleep down by the water baby i’ll carry you all the way home

you gotta believe me you gotta believe me you gotta believe me when i say
the words forever

and whatever comes your way we’ll still me here together

i know its hard i know its hard but i understand you just take my hand

If you fall asleep down by the water baby i’ll carry you all the way home

oohh ohhh ohhh ( in tune of ^ ) x2


Saturday, November 6, 2010

Part Two LTWYL

Part two of Love the way you lie.

I thought the first one is good enuf but this one is even better.

The lyrics is just so dark and nice.

The music video haven't been release yet.. I don't think its even been shoot yet but I'll upload it here as soon as it is released.

So I'll just share you guys the song i got from Youtube and the lyrics.


On the first page of our story

The future seemed so bright

Then this thing turned out so evil

I don't know why I'm still surprised

Even angels have their wicked schemes

And you take that to new extremes

But you'll always be my hero

Even though you've lost your mind


Just gonna stand there and watch me burn

But that's all right because I like the way it hurts

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry

But that's all right because I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

Ohhh, I love the way you lie


Now there's gravel in our voices

Glass is shattered from the fight

In this tug of war, you'll always win

Even when I'm right

'Cause you feed me fables from your hand

With violent words and empty threats

And it's sick that all these battles

Are what keeps me satisfied



So maybe I'm a masochist

I try to run but I don't wanna ever leave

Til the walls are goin' up

In smoke with all

our memories


This morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face

Smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction

Hush baby, speak softly, tell me I'll be sorry

That you pushed me into the coffee table last night

So I can push you off me

Try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me

Run out the room and I'll follow you like a lost puppy

Baby, without you, I'm nothing, I'm so lost, hug me

Then tell me how ugly I am, but that you'll always love me

Then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the

Destructive path that we're on, two psychopaths but we

Know that no matter how many knives we put in each other's backs

That we'll have each other's backs, 'cause we're that lucky

Together, we move mountains, let's not make mountains out of molehills,

You hit me twice, yeah, but who's countin'?

I may have hit you three times, I'm startin' to lose count

But together, we'll live forever, we found the youth fountain

Our love is crazy, we're nuts, but I refused counsellin'

This house is too huge, if you move out I'll burn all two thousand

Square feet of it to the ground, ain't shit you can do about it

With you I'm in my f-ckin' mind, without you, I'm out it


Love the way you lie

And since its so high in demand that ppl keep asking me to send them so i decided to share the dowload link here.


enjoy =p


*Sweet enough to make me have diabetes*

Tuesday, October 26, 2010


Celebrated this 2 dudes' bday last week.

Elwin & Aik Tatt
Happy Birthday !!!!

Random photos at Coffee Island


Been a looong time since I had those.

Watched R.E.D last week.
Retired Extremely Dangerous.

Another comic book based movie.
But this one super chun super nice!!
Great actors
great stuns
and funny.

Watched this too.
Reign of Assassin

Reason I wanted to watch is because of one of the actress.
Barbie Hsu
But then ..
The movie is way better than I thought.
Sincerely nice.
I think Chinese movie is back to dominate again.

Got my hands on this yesterday.

Thanks to Weng Kit for getting this and borrow it to me first.
Finally something for me to read.
The last time I read was like 3 months ago lol.

-quoted from The Reign of Assassin-


Saturday, October 23, 2010

Self exile

For what is worth,
for what is not.

For lingering at the angelic side of yours
For the demonic world telling me you're just a devil.

For I'm just a human.
For we used to be angels.

They said you're shallow,
and I said in this human skin we all are.

For who don't chase after the dream of theirs?
For who's the one that can never let go?

For falling too deep from the broken sky,
The wings that were once given by yr touch,
Can no longer unfurl from this broken heart.

And no longer be attached,
For the path to hell,
Is just a straight way from heaven.

But when the whole world seems deniable,
and the devils crawls around me,
In a human figure there I stand.

They said you're just one of them.
Like Lucifer,the once angel that fallen.


In this pair of mortal eyes,
The halo that you held was ever,
brighter than the moonlight ray.

For we used to fly,
side by side,
and the heroic tasks that you had once did in the name of love.
Still makes you shine,
even at the brightest sky.

And forgive me,
For not following yr way.

From the extract of time,
It was the moment I held in gasps.

The hidden truth of you,
You showed me what others will never see in you.
And upon belief.
As I used to be an angel,
As I am now merely a human being who pray,

As upon the belief I still have in you.

Without the wings
Without the halo
Without the smile
With the heartbeat you gave to me
Without the heart I gave to you

I am now just a shadow,
that only exists upon the reflection of light.

And yet you're still,
an angel to me.



Monday, October 18, 2010

Lie to Me

A must watch tv series !

Well its to say you stop loving someone you once love more than anything else in the world ,
would be a lie,
but you move on,don't you?
you have to move on.

-Lie to me S2E13-

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Being a Hermit

Is that possible,
that two people can really love each other and it's just isn't enough?

-Grey's anatomy,S7E3


Hun,Kit,Elaine & pat

First time in Neway.
The sound system was okay,
the food portion are like for babies to eat.

The first Burger King restaurant chain in Penang opened last week.
Kit told me they're having a promotion of rm1 whooper.
So we decided to head there for lunch...

Din expect there will be so many ppl cuz the restaurant is located at a very ULU place and i dun understand why haha..

Lesson learned.
Never underestimate the power of PROMOTION.

So we fled and had our lunch at hawker stall instead.

Watched EatPrayLove last Wed.

Its a movie based on a novel.
Its a very nice movie.
Makes you think and laugh at the same time.

And I watched The American yesterday.

Its a movie based on a novel too.
Personally I think its nice but some may not like it.
Some of the audience left halfway thru the movie and most of them were very impatient and wanted the movie to end.

Its an emo movie btw.


Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Last Week

was sick when this was taken.

Just a sum up of what I did last week.

Wall Street 2
Anticipated for this movie for quite sometime already.
Yet the storyline aint what as I expected.
But still it was nice.

Charlie St.Cloud.
Total disappointment.
Oh well
shouldn't have much hope on it at the first place since it was acted by Zac Efron.
No offense Efron fans.

Dinner for Schmucks.
Totally gonna laugh yr Ass off.
Highly recommended comedy of the year.

Detective Dee.
Watched this yesterday,
cant remember when was the last time I watched a Chinese movie,
but this one is seriously not bad.
Those who loves fantasy/thriller/action/mystery type of movie.
Watch it.

The next movie that im anticipate about is ...

The American.
Finally its showing next week!!
Hope it wont disappoint,but den..
When there's George Clooney whats there to be disappoint abt?

The King
We shared the same birthday

Been having Japanese food for like 2 days.
never get bored wif sashimi and unagi
And lastly
thanks to Jon for gettin me this from Bangkok

Pat the starfish,
he is now my navigator.


Monday, September 27, 2010


I'm busy,

busy holding myself together

busy holding myself together with the tape and glue.

with the tape and glue



Saturday, September 25, 2010

Ping's 20th B'day

It was Ping's 20th bday on the 15th of September.
We used his birthday as an excuse for gathering.

Apartment stay.

Stuck in the room for an hour because of the rain.

Some of us went to Cold Storage to get some junk foods and after that we went back to prepare to go to....

where we celebrated Ping's bday dinner.

The Birthday boy.
mr Ping.

pat the great

Pat and his dinner + annoying reelee.

Took lots of photos.
So just let the photos do the talking.
more to lazy.

After dinner.
As Tgi's tradition.
Ping was asked to stand on the chair to sing a song.
Using the bottle of ketchup as mic.

Look at his shy shy face.

It was funny .
We recorded the whole session.
Go my fb find!

His cake from Tgi.

Forced him to pick out the candle using his mouth only.
Look at his beh syok face.

The manager of Tgi drew this for Ping.

He asked for Ping's fav cartoon character,
which is crayon shin chan.
We shud had asked for transformers.
see how he gonna draw it then.

Before we go,
as usual...

Group photo.

Went back to our apartment and continue with the celebration.
Celebrated Ping's bday a second time in the room.

Awww look at his happy face.

His bday cake from mr Jeff.

Another group photo.

everyone been forced by me to do the peace sign in every photo.

Love this photo of zhen.

Everyone gotten high and wild after awhile + alcohol.
and they all went crazy.
below are just some of the photos that is nt harmful to yr eyes.

Bibu & ying

pat & reelee
Yoke & ying

Used to be assignment group.

During game session.

We fooled around until 5 in the morning.
Until we got complained .
Yet we din really sleep.

The 2nd day.
Preparing to go home.
Bibu last check to see if he left anything behind.
and we sent the girls home and went for dim sum.
Most enjoyable day of tht week.

Happy belated birthday mr ping.
May all yr wish come true.